Saturday, June 21, 2008

Grrr

I'm feeling very grumpy right now! I'm not sure why. I'm probably just really tired. I went out last night and clearly stayed out too late. And then woke up way too early. And now its 10 pm and I'm grumpy beyond words. I had a fabulous evening though. We got free drinks the entire night at Tom Tom which is always a plus. Then total icing on the cake, The CEO and his friends ended up coming to Adams Morgan so we got to hang out. LoL too bad I was so drunk I don't remember most of it, but the parts I do remember were very good. He's super nice. :) His friends were enamored with Brittani, but as usual, she wasn't feeling them. She was mad because Pete had on a white tee. Really? Who gives a crap, but whatevs. I was so tired when I got up this morning and my neck was hurting really bad. I suppose I was doing that damned head swinging dance. Even at this late hour my head still hurts. I don't even know why I started writing this entry. I'm too tired to finish with anything worth while. Blah. I shall write again later. :(

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Just a quickie

So I've thieved another internet connection for a bit today. The little girl I babysit is sleeping so I am now free to get my internet doings done. I had 73 emails today. Even after I deleted all the crap, I still had 40ish that actually needed to be read. Blah. I'm having terrible allergies today. Today was a GREAT day because I didn't have to work at the preschool. The air conditioning was broken, thus no school. Hooray! I should have exercised this morning, but instead I didn't even really get out of bed until 10 something. Then I cleaned my closet today. That made me quite happy. It also reminded me that I reallllly need to go shopping. I need to pack away my winter clothes. With it being 99 degrees, I don't think its necessary for me to still have sweaters hanging in the closet. I have a decent sized bag of stuff to donate to Goodwill too. So, today is day 3 of not talking to the Designer. I think he's gotten the hint. I'm quite glad of that so I don't have to tell him to sod off myself. Sod off? I think it was that book I was reading...I keep having these British phrases in my head. Whatev. Soooo...the CEO and I have both confessed that we like each other. Like I think we both literally said, "I like you, I like you too." Apparently we are both in sixth grade. Its nice to like someone who likes you too. And not to feel any pressure about anything. I haven't felt that in a long time. Maybe never. There was pressure with Kevin, there was pressure with Charles, with the Designer...I don't think there was pressure actually, I think that he was just filling a need that I had at the time. I don't know. But even if I think hard about it, I can't think of anything thats comparable to this. And even if it becomes nothing, I totally love whats happening now. Plus it gives me hope that not every relationship or dating situation or whatever has to suck. Okay, I'd love to keep blathering on about my crushing, or the inner workings of my life, but I gotta get some stuff done before the clock strikes 8:30 and *poof* I'm turned back into an internet-less loser.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

I'm baaaaaack...For today at least

Yikes! I haven't written in a looooong time. That could be due to a few things; one, I work like a slave. Two, I no longer have internet access in my house :( Being an adult is the pits! Oh well, eventually I'll turn it back on, but referring back to number one, my slave like work conditions allow me very little time to watch tv or play on the internet anyway. Just sucks because I can't update my blog at work. That would be a little awkward. So anywho, I'm at the library today, soaking up their free wireless connection which is pretty freaking sweet. On a very odd side note, there is this old Asian man in the library that keeps farting. Yes, farting! Like its nothing. Literally walking about the quiet library pooting away like its no big thing. I hope I don't do things like that when I get old. Today I was supposed to go to the museum. I still have time, but I think I'd rather get a pedicure. My mom randomly sent me $20 in the mail so I have some money to get one. The Designer gets off work at 3 (supposedly) today and wants to hang out. I'd really rather not, but because I'm so stupidly nice sometimes, of course I said yes. We'll see how that pans out. I would much rather be with the CEO. Not just today, but any day. I'm lame, but I really think I'm starting to like him. He's just a really great guy. We're into a lot of the same stuff. He has his life very much together, which totally motivates me work harder too. And we make jokes about fannypacks, so what's not to love? LoL Hopefully I'll get a chance to travel to Timbuktu where he lives and hang out with him today. Maybe not. Who knows? Methinks I will blow with the wind today. I am STARVING right now, which may be why my thoughts are becoming so staccato. Hmmm...Maybe I should eat before my pedi. Okay I will not bore the masses with a crappy blog post, so I shall end this. I'll write some more when I can get on the internet again. The masses? Who am I kidding? Nobody reads this freaking thing. LoL I'm such a loser