Love...among other things

Well, its almost 9 on Sunday morning so of course I'm awake. I hope one day I'll regain my ability (have I ever had it?) to sleep until noon. Perhaps I'm still recovering from when Latrice and I went out on Friday, but I still feel a little off. I think I'll make some muffins and see where the day goes. I'm leaving on Tuesday morning to go to California for a few weeks. I was excited before, but now I'm kinda over it. I'm going to be there for a loooong time. And I know that part of my lack of excitement is knowing that I won't see the CEO for a long time. :( I decided to go back a read through a few of my posts and they make me laugh. I was like "oh, I think I really like the CEO, he's nice, I wonder where this will go, blah blah blah." LoL well for anyone who was wondering, it's going somewhere quite nice. He really is amazing. Even when I'm a complete weirdo he doesn't mind. That may stem from the fact that he's weird too, perhaps that's why we're so compatible. The other night I left his house in a bit of a rush because he was going out with his friends and I'm not the type to impose on his man time (mostly because I'm just so happy that he has man time. Being with someone who has their own friends is WONDERFUL). So as I'm driving home he called and says "hey, I didn't get a chance to tell you I loved you before you left" :) How cute is he? Oh yes, that was a sly little newsflash there eh? Yes, we're in love. I said it. On the internet. LoL But seriously. I don't want to say he's perfect, but he's pretty damn close. Sigh, I feel all Coming to America-ish. "To be loveddddd...oh to be looooooved!" While running the risk of sounding like one of those stupid sappy girls, I really wish that everyone gets the chance to feel the way I feel at some point in their lives. Being able to love someone without drama or pretenses or even having to work that hard at it is amazing. And to have someone who really meets you in the middle on most things and likes what you like and you truly enjoy each other's company is freaking awesome. I can't believe this year is basically over. Where does time go? But you know what the end of the year means? We are steps closer to my birthday!! Hooray!! I LOOOOOOOOOOVE my birthday. I get excited just thinking about it. I can't wait to buy my new birthday crown. Whew, I'd better calm down. I don't know what we're going to do this year, but hopefully we (me, Fanny, and Trice) can find something fun to do. Its a little tricky now that all my friends have moved away. But what can you do? I wonder if the CEO will plan something fun for my birthday...As much as I love him, planning is not his strong point. He's always down to do fun stuff, but admittedly needs a little help with the execution. He's more of a "wow we should do this and go here" but isnt so grand at making the plan. But thats good with me because I'm quite a good planner. But I digress. I'm sure the three of us will probably end up at Tom Tom like every year. LoL Blah, I was supposed to wake up early today so I could go to the store and get gifts for Jack and Kate...I guess now I'll have to fight the Christmas crowd :( Okay I'm off to do semi-constructive things with my life.