Grrr

I'm feeling very grumpy right now! I'm not sure why. I'm probably just really tired. I went out last night and clearly stayed out too late. And then woke up way too early. And now its 10 pm and I'm grumpy beyond words. I had a fabulous evening though. We got free drinks the entire night at Tom Tom which is always a plus. Then total icing on the cake, The CEO and his friends ended up coming to Adams Morgan so we got to hang out. LoL too bad I was so drunk I don't remember most of it, but the parts I do remember were very good. He's super nice. :) His friends were enamored with Brittani, but as usual, she wasn't feeling them. She was mad because Pete had on a white tee. Really? Who gives a crap, but whatevs. I was so tired when I got up this morning and my neck was hurting really bad. I suppose I was doing that damned head swinging dance. Even at this late hour my head still hurts. I don't even know why I started writing this entry. I'm too tired to finish with anything worth while. Blah. I shall write again later. :(

Just a quickie

So I've thieved another internet connection for a bit today. The little girl I babysit is sleeping so I am now free to get my internet doings done. I had 73 emails today. Even after I deleted all the crap, I still had 40ish that actually needed to be read. Blah. I'm having terrible allergies today. Today was a GREAT day because I didn't have to work at the preschool. The air conditioning was broken, thus no school. Hooray! I should have exercised this morning, but instead I didn't even really get out of bed until 10 something. Then I cleaned my closet today. That made me quite happy. It also reminded me that I reallllly need to go shopping. I need to pack away my winter clothes. With it being 99 degrees, I don't think its necessary for me to still have sweaters hanging in the closet. I have a decent sized bag of stuff to donate to Goodwill too. So, today is day 3 of not talking to the Designer. I think he's gotten the hint. I'm quite glad of that so I don't have to tell him to sod off myself. Sod off? I think it was that book I was reading...I keep having these British phrases in my head. Whatev. Soooo...the CEO and I have both confessed that we like each other. Like I think we both literally said, "I like you, I like you too." Apparently we are both in sixth grade. Its nice to like someone who likes you too. And not to feel any pressure about anything. I haven't felt that in a long time. Maybe never. There was pressure with Kevin, there was pressure with Charles, with the Designer...I don't think there was pressure actually, I think that he was just filling a need that I had at the time. I don't know. But even if I think hard about it, I can't think of anything thats comparable to this. And even if it becomes nothing, I totally love whats happening now. Plus it gives me hope that not every relationship or dating situation or whatever has to suck. Okay, I'd love to keep blathering on about my crushing, or the inner workings of my life, but I gotta get some stuff done before the clock strikes 8:30 and *poof* I'm turned back into an internet-less loser.

I'm baaaaaack...For today at least

Yikes! I haven't written in a looooong time. That could be due to a few things; one, I work like a slave. Two, I no longer have internet access in my house :( Being an adult is the pits! Oh well, eventually I'll turn it back on, but referring back to number one, my slave like work conditions allow me very little time to watch tv or play on the internet anyway. Just sucks because I can't update my blog at work. That would be a little awkward. So anywho, I'm at the library today, soaking up their free wireless connection which is pretty freaking sweet. On a very odd side note, there is this old Asian man in the library that keeps farting. Yes, farting! Like its nothing. Literally walking about the quiet library pooting away like its no big thing. I hope I don't do things like that when I get old. Today I was supposed to go to the museum. I still have time, but I think I'd rather get a pedicure. My mom randomly sent me $20 in the mail so I have some money to get one. The Designer gets off work at 3 (supposedly) today and wants to hang out. I'd really rather not, but because I'm so stupidly nice sometimes, of course I said yes. We'll see how that pans out. I would much rather be with the CEO. Not just today, but any day. I'm lame, but I really think I'm starting to like him. He's just a really great guy. We're into a lot of the same stuff. He has his life very much together, which totally motivates me work harder too. And we make jokes about fannypacks, so what's not to love? LoL Hopefully I'll get a chance to travel to Timbuktu where he lives and hang out with him today. Maybe not. Who knows? Methinks I will blow with the wind today. I am STARVING right now, which may be why my thoughts are becoming so staccato. Hmmm...Maybe I should eat before my pedi. Okay I will not bore the masses with a crappy blog post, so I shall end this. I'll write some more when I can get on the internet again. The masses? Who am I kidding? Nobody reads this freaking thing. LoL I'm such a loser

A little early

I really wish I'd never lost my ability to sleep in. I mean, if I stay out all night, until 4 or 5 am then I have no problem sleeping until 12. But last night was a relatively early night so I've been up since 8:30ish. I called my dad to say happy birthday. I wanted to be the first person to call (I'm oddly competitive about things like that) so I called at like 6 their time. And I was first! Go me! My dad is so adorably simple. I asked him what he was going to do today and he says "oh just sit around here and drink some iced tea." Really dad? LoL I'll be glad when I'm old enough that a glass of iced tea will be all I need for my birthday. Until then though, I don't see my birthday antics subsiding any time soon.
I have no idea what I'm going to do today. Maybe catch up on my tv shows. I watched Ugly Betty when got home last night. I was SO good. OMG I love that show. I missed it on Thursday because of the party. I so much fun that night. I love being around all my friends. They ate all my lasagna which made me feel good. I realized that I really enjoy cooking for people. As long as I don't have to do it day in, day out. It makes me feel good. And I think the ice cream sundae thing went over well. Too bad I have that huge bucket of ice cream in the freezer. And its really yummy ice cream too. I'd better be running a lot this week to make up for the ice cream that I know I'll be eating. I love how we impromptu decided to go to Tom Tom even though I clearly had to work the next day. Oh well. Great fun was had by all. I have pictures to prove it!

Yes we were doing the Cupid Shuffle in my bedroom. LoL

Awww me and Johnson. Good times at Tom Tom
I guess I could post more pictures but I don't really feel like it. Maybe another day. I guess I should go rummage around and see if I can get some breakfast. I'm pretty hungry. If anything happens on this quiet Saturday, I'll be sure to write. Although it seems to be shaping up as a tv watching, book reading, hair washing day. But who knows?

A new beginning

So I deleted my other entries. I thought I needed to start my blog over. I figure, I have a new hair style, so I might as well have a few other new things in my life too right? And in a few weeks I'll have to find new friends, so this is all quite fitting, no? Not much to say this evening. I'm pretty tired. Brittani and I went out last night so I think I'm still working that off. The Designer was supposed to come over tonight, but he flaked. Yes, I know his name isn't The Designer and that this is very Carrie Bradshaw, Mr. Big-esque, but even though I want to share my thoughts in a public forum doesn't mean I was to put allllll my business out there. So as I was saying, The Designer was supposed to come over. But he didn't. Well he was supposed to come yesterday actually. But he didn't. And then last night after I got home he was supposed to come over. But he didn't. Noticing a pattern here? I know I am. And I'm getting tired of it. I have very little patience for those who don't follow the very simple directions that I lay out for them. I make The Designer's life so ridiculously easy. No commitment, no drama. Pretty sweet setup right? Clearly not sweet enough for him though or he would follow directions better. I don't like to be a bitch, but he's starting to bring that out of me. Too bad The CEO doesn't live closer. I really like talking to him, and when we hang out, its always fun. Well not like we hang out regularly or anything, but if we did, I think it'd be nice. I need to call my Rock tonight. We've been a little off kilter lately. I think he might be seeing that girl at his job, which is okay, I'd just like it if he'd tell me. I mean, we tell each other everything, why not that?

I think I can actually hear the bathtub calling my name right now. I've been wanting to take a nice hot bath all day, so I'm off to get to it. I have a great new book that I got today also, so this will be nice. My goal is to be asleep by 11 since I'm going running tomorrow morning. I guess it's actually a good thing The Designer didn't come over. I wouldn't have wanted to get up in the morning. Oh well. I suppose I'll cuddle myself tonight. Good thing I have my 800 thread count sheets on the bed. They are obscenely soft. I heart them.